I am addicted to my blog. It is all I think about. Did I post today? If I don't post every day, will my faithful readers abandon me? All five of them? Has anyone commented? Should I respond to the comments or just let the readers talk amongst themselves? Have I read all of the fifty six blogs I am subscribed to yet today? If I don't, will I fall behind on blog current events? If I do, does it really matter?
I don't eat right. Nor do I exercise. I cannot even bring myself to do eight simple minutes of yoga each day. I have gained weight. I don't know how much because I abandoned the scale months ago, but my clothes are getting tighter.
I NEED AN INTERVENTION.
But what good will that do, really? I mean, words are nice but if I have to make the changes all by myself what are the odds it will actually happen? I have known for YEARS that I would be healthier if I exercised regularly and ate a more balanced diet. Do I? Uh...no. I feel better when I exercise, and I remember how truly great I felt in my 30's when I walked for an hour after work every night, but I'm so far out of the "fit" loop right now it's too depressing to even think about getting started.
I need an exercise partner. If I commit to be there for someone else, I can do it no problem. If it's just for me? Not gonna happen. How sad is that?
Okay, that's it. Whining complete. And thank you for the venting shoulder.
